Man I'm Tired

Whoever said parenting a baby was easy, was wrong. Oh wait...no one has ever said that. It must have been in a dream. Oh wait...I don't have dreams anymore cause I never sleep long enough to have one. This is a rough place to be. I truly have way more respect for single mom's and even those who are married with children...and work! The Lord has blessed us so much already. He has blessed me with a wonderful husband who works really hard. He has blessed us with a great home, in a great location. And even though we weren't expecting it...he has blessed with a beautiful baby boy and the opportunity for me to stay home with him and help him grow. I feel bad alot cause even though I still don't work, I still can't do it all on my own. I don't know where I would be without the support and help of my husband. I swear, by the time 6 pm rolls around, I watch that front door like a hawk waiting for him to walk through, only for me to hand off the goods (that's Kingston by the way) so I can rest. Even still, I now have him helping me with feedings at night and he still has to get up in the morning and work a full day. It's now starting to catch up with both of us, especially George. He's in bed right now, just exhausted and a migraine headache that hasn't gone away in a while...he says that he's had it since he married me, but who are we kidding? I'm like the most tolerable wife EVER! Who would have a headache? :) Anyways, so I'm taking all the night feedings tonight. Which, I don't mind. I need to help him out just as much as he helps me. AND! Tomorrow's my birthday. Yea...I'll be another year old in about an hour. And what I'm getting for my birthday...sleep! Much needed sleep! My mom is going to take Kingston for the night while George and I spend a night out to dinner and then seriously in bed. I'm afraid I'll never wake up! I'm so exhausted myself. Bouncing baby for 24 hours is the greatest thing that ever happened to me and yet the most frustrating thing all rolled into one. How do people do it? Do you ever think about the most frustrating things in your life and wonder what it would be like to not know God? Seriously...I rely so much on prayer these days, I'm just absolutely sure He is the only one getting me through these rough times that I just don't know what I would do if I didn't know Him. You know what's even more stressful sometimes besides the no sleep factor? Making sure that you're doing your absolute best as a parent to help and guide your child in knowing Christ. You can't make them know and love God and it would break my heart if Kingston never knew the relationship he was meant to have with Christ someday. I pray he will.